Can't Think

by Besatree

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A song about losing my hearing, tmj and a bunch of other old man shit.

Prod by Rokem
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lyrics

Three summers ago it all started
Trying to keep a stiff lip but I'm downtrodden
Maybe I just need a little time
Or maybe a second set of P.E. tubes to clarify
Right?
The loss of something close
Is gonna be the loss of everything I know
I can see it now
But that ain't ever been a problem
If it's hard to hear me...
Welcome to the problem
I shed a tear because
I know my time is short
I just hit 33
Praying I make 34
It's with a heavy heart I tell you that I gots to go
It's with a heavy hand I write out all these final notes (the last of em)
I wish that people understood
But you can't always show the links
I'm tryina do a little good
But I can't hear myself think

Can't think
Can't hear myself think
Can't think
Can't hear myself think
Can't think
Can't hear myself think
Can't think
Can't hear myself think

Kinda like a life on mute
Stay quiet like a python do
Quite a few years I've held on to
But now my hand forced north so I can hear you
Ugh, Yeah
I guess it's just a little change, right?
No more going underwater
No more taking flights
Can you explain to me
How it makes any sense
Anesthetized for surgery when he said "side effects"
Seems the timing's off
Blessing and a curse
At first was getting better
Then it got a lot worse
I've heard it all before
Wont hear it clear again
I'ma hold on to the memories and try again

Can't think
Can't hear myself think
Can't think
Can't hear myself think
Can't think
Can't hear myself think
Can't think
Can't hear myself think

I called an EMT this morning
I need some help
Gave the ENT a warning
I said I'm in a state of mourning
How this appointment became so disappointing
We'll never know
But I gotta let it go, I know that
A broken Cochlear
Head flooded with Prozac
Tinnitus ringing a bell that got me toe-tagged
And if I hear it again I'ma go mad
All of this paperwork is just adoption forms
All of the pain and hurt
Unfortunately yours
This is just a way to get you to acceptance
Exposure builds a tolerance so you accept it
I see the exit sign, it's lighting up now
I was the next in line but started hiding out
Wish I could pen some more ink
But I can't hear myself think

Can't think
Can't hear myself think
Can't think
Can't hear myself think
Can't think
Can't hear myself think
Can't think
Can't hear myself think