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Thanks for Joining Us
01:56
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Feels good to be back
Back from the dead
I thought the thought of my death had curled up and died inside my head
Feels good to be back
Back from the dead
I thought the thought of my death had curled up and died inside my head
What did I miss
How long was I gone
I feel like shit
But i think I met god
It's like a face full of celophane
I taste the poison in the oxygen
I can feel my life slip away
Only 2 words, not again
This the best of the worst
Someone help me I'm cursed
Placebo used to do work
But now the shit ain't worth dirt
To bodly go well im Kirk
To hell and back shit I'm versed
Just found out it's on earth
This shit affected my nerves
So what do you know bout the void that I'm trying to fill
My chest feel empty
And how did they get so much space in my head
Since when am I renting
Feels good to be back
Back from the dead
I thought the thought of my death had curled up and died inside my head
Feels good to be back
Back from the dead
I thought the thought of my death had curled up and died inside my head
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Bad
01:37
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I been fighting off some bad vibes, bad actors, and bad days
Gotta bad feeling I'm making a mistake
Ain't the first time either, kinda used to this taste
The bitter end been a friend
The only way I relate
I'm lost in it
The plot thickens
Clock ticking
Blood dripping
Ay lemme cut to the chase
Fogged vision
Got myself lost on the way
Arsenic
Dripping down onto my plate
I feel sickened
And I don't really know the difference
And who got time for intermissions
The only thing I feel is friction
And it's all so static
So tragic
All these crutches turn to habits
Too bad spliffs ain't more healthy for my asthma
Get 2 hits so I can breathe
I need chromatics
Too bad this ain't more healthy for my bad blood
Give 2 shits I don't reverse, I don't do backup
That's just it
Don't need a reason to get back up
Don't need a reason to get back up
No
I'm done with it
Dull-witted
I pulpited
At the podium until my throat was sore with it
Got fitted
Feel like my time moving quick
The same story
Boring
Unfortunately this shit just slipped by
Goodbye to good vibes
If I could I would but I stay walking the line
I'll be be fine
Just need time
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Nothing Left
02:25
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I ain't got nothing left
I ain't got nothing left, no
I ain't got nothing left
I ain't got nothing left, no, no
Running on fumes
I've been consumed
Laying in bed is a dread its a tomb
Pushing through gloom
Everything wilted I ain't seen nothing bloom
Let it develop like its a darkroom
Everyone doomed
Probably soon
What we gonna do
Just let the shit loom
In other words, nothing
Let it all happen
I heard that we adaptable
My stomach in knots look like a manifold
Not sure if your thoughts caught the anecdote
But I brought more poison than antidote
And I dont
Know if I
Built up my tolerance yet
And i won't
Know if I
Have unless I take a sip
I swear that I'm done
There ain't no way around it
Turn these molehills to mountains
Can't say I don't feel discounted
Maybe I need to be grounded
There ain't no weight around it
Prolly said it for the hundred thousandth
I swear that I'm done
Swear that I'm done
Swear that I'm done
I swear that I'm done
There ain't no way around it
Turn these molehills to mountains
Can't say I don't feel discounted
Maybe I need to be grounded
There ain't no weight around it
Prolly said it for the hundred thousandth
I swear that I'm done
Swear that I'm done
Swear that I'm done
Swear that I'm done
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Sorry
01:50
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I'm back at it
Bad habits
They said that I'm excitable, manic
I gotta
Calm down
Don't panic
Breathe deep, get sleep, set standards
Why
What is the advantage
When I'm already damaged
It's like a Glasgow smile with a butterfly bandage
A black hole verse my reckless abandone
Don't give a fuck about it
But I do stand by it
I ain't the type to stay quiet
Whatever they selling I ain't buying
Whatever they telling is all lies
I had to learn how to separate
What they claim from the actions that they demonstrate
Every time they want a grade it's on a bezier
They don't want to handle shit they wanna delegate
No way
Shoulders weak can't hold weight
Them shits cold it's ok
Trouble is all I locate
I'm chasing it down
No way
Shoulders weak can't hold weight
Them shits cold it's ok
Trouble is all I locate
I'm chasing it down
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Intention
01:54
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Who knew that ended like this
Why you jeopardize shit
When we had it going good
Gotta limit my grip
You said it wouldn't slip
I told you u tripping, I knew that it would
Who knew that ended like this
Why you jeopardize shit
When we had it going good
Gotta limit my grip
You said it wouldn't slip
I told you u tripping, I knew that it would
Go back to the old days (no way)
Go back to my old ways (no way)
I'm here for the always (always)
I'm here for for you all ways (always)
Ok
Don't play
Lost in it
Locate
I'm fixing
To break
I'm finished
With takes
It is what it is tho
Acceptance the name of the game
Is it a, lack of potential
Or more of a lack of restraint
I been on the wrong side more times than I can count
But every time was well intentioned, I'm paving the path to hell
Let's run
Let's run
I been on the wrong side more times than I can count
But every time was well intentioned, I'm paving the path to hell
Let's run
Let's run
I got some places to be
I got some places to go
I cant afford all these fees
I cant believe what I see when I'm looking at net versus gross
This shit is crazy
I remember the good times, vaguely
I got some people to see
I got some people to hold
Need to remember these things
Need to remember the whole
Need to remember the goal
This shit is crazy
I remember the good times, vaguely
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6. |
Get Away
01:37
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I ain't gon' make it out ok (I ain't gon' make it out ok)
I feel I gotta get away (I feel I gotta get away)
I see the number on my days (I see the number on my days)
I start and stumble in a haze (I start and stumble in a haze)
I ain't gon' make it either way (I ain't gon' make it either way)
I know I gotta get away (I know I gotta get away)
This ice is running through my veins (This ice is running through my veins)
And if it melts im down the drain (And if it melts im down the drain)
What can I do now
Turn the dial up till I'm tuned out
I recognize the old in my new self
If this is only the beginning it ain't ending well
Why you
Why now
When did the intention turn to hideout
Lie down
Look up
And try to figure out where i had fucked up
Good luck
You know I need it
You know I need it
I ain't gon' make it out ok (I ain't gon' make it out ok)
I feel I gotta get away (I feel I gotta get away)
I see the number on my days (I see the number on my days)
I start and stumble in a haze (I start and stumble in a haze)
I ain't gon' make it either way (I ain't gon' make it either way)
I know I gotta get away (I know I gotta get away)
This ice is running through my veins (This ice is running through my veins)
And if it melts im down the drain (And if it melts im down the drain)
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Anxiety
02:26
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I can feel it coming on
And it don't feel good
I can't account for the drought
I been praying for floods
Can't figure out why I'm losing this blood
I'm outta sync, falling out of sync
Feel it coming on and it don't feel good
I can't account for the drought
I been praying for floods
Can't figure out why I'm losing this blood
I'm outta sync, falling out of sync
Ya'll talk about 0 to 100
I'm talking 100 to 0
I'm losing time all the time and
Don't recognize who in the mirror now
Shift gears (shift gears)
Dry tears (dry tears)
Shake it off (shake it off)
Persevere
If life is the headlights barrelling down the road and I am the deer
Oh dear God
Can anyone help me
I'm stuck in my head
Collapsing the shelving
Pulling the thread
Collapsing the building
Experience death
There's no other feeling
I keep falling for the same shit
I keep falling for the same shit
I keep falling for the same shit
I keep falling for the same shit
I keep falling
Bow out
Dismount
Black out, life is at a discount
Sit down
Big mouth
Talk a lot of shit, can't find no bliss now
Bow out
Dismount
Black out, life is at a discount
Sit down
Big mouth
Talk a lot of shit, can't find no bliss now
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