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Down Days

by Besatree

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1.
Feels good to be back Back from the dead I thought the thought of my death had curled up and died inside my head Feels good to be back Back from the dead I thought the thought of my death had curled up and died inside my head What did I miss How long was I gone I feel like shit But i think I met god It's like a face full of celophane I taste the poison in the oxygen I can feel my life slip away Only 2 words, not again This the best of the worst Someone help me I'm cursed Placebo used to do work But now the shit ain't worth dirt To bodly go well im Kirk To hell and back shit I'm versed Just found out it's on earth This shit affected my nerves So what do you know bout the void that I'm trying to fill My chest feel empty And how did they get so much space in my head Since when am I renting Feels good to be back Back from the dead I thought the thought of my death had curled up and died inside my head Feels good to be back Back from the dead I thought the thought of my death had curled up and died inside my head
2.
Bad 01:37
I been fighting off some bad vibes, bad actors, and bad days Gotta bad feeling I'm making a mistake Ain't the first time either, kinda used to this taste The bitter end been a friend The only way I relate I'm lost in it The plot thickens Clock ticking Blood dripping Ay lemme cut to the chase Fogged vision Got myself lost on the way Arsenic Dripping down onto my plate I feel sickened And I don't really know the difference And who got time for intermissions The only thing I feel is friction And it's all so static So tragic All these crutches turn to habits Too bad spliffs ain't more healthy for my asthma Get 2 hits so I can breathe I need chromatics Too bad this ain't more healthy for my bad blood Give 2 shits I don't reverse, I don't do backup That's just it Don't need a reason to get back up Don't need a reason to get back up No I'm done with it Dull-witted I pulpited At the podium until my throat was sore with it Got fitted Feel like my time moving quick The same story Boring Unfortunately this shit just slipped by Goodbye to good vibes If I could I would but I stay walking the line I'll be be fine Just need time
3.
Nothing Left 02:25
I ain't got nothing left I ain't got nothing left, no I ain't got nothing left I ain't got nothing left, no, no Running on fumes I've been consumed Laying in bed is a dread its a tomb Pushing through gloom Everything wilted I ain't seen nothing bloom Let it develop like its a darkroom Everyone doomed Probably soon What we gonna do Just let the shit loom In other words, nothing Let it all happen I heard that we adaptable My stomach in knots look like a manifold Not sure if your thoughts caught the anecdote But I brought more poison than antidote And I dont Know if I Built up my tolerance yet And i won't Know if I Have unless I take a sip I swear that I'm done There ain't no way around it Turn these molehills to mountains Can't say I don't feel discounted Maybe I need to be grounded There ain't no weight around it Prolly said it for the hundred thousandth I swear that I'm done Swear that I'm done Swear that I'm done I swear that I'm done There ain't no way around it Turn these molehills to mountains Can't say I don't feel discounted Maybe I need to be grounded There ain't no weight around it Prolly said it for the hundred thousandth I swear that I'm done Swear that I'm done Swear that I'm done Swear that I'm done
4.
Sorry 01:50
I'm back at it Bad habits They said that I'm excitable, manic I gotta Calm down Don't panic Breathe deep, get sleep, set standards Why What is the advantage When I'm already damaged It's like a Glasgow smile with a butterfly bandage A black hole verse my reckless abandone Don't give a fuck about it But I do stand by it I ain't the type to stay quiet Whatever they selling I ain't buying Whatever they telling is all lies I had to learn how to separate What they claim from the actions that they demonstrate Every time they want a grade it's on a bezier They don't want to handle shit they wanna delegate No way Shoulders weak can't hold weight Them shits cold it's ok Trouble is all I locate I'm chasing it down No way Shoulders weak can't hold weight Them shits cold it's ok Trouble is all I locate I'm chasing it down
5.
Intention 01:54
Who knew that ended like this Why you jeopardize shit When we had it going good Gotta limit my grip You said it wouldn't slip I told you u tripping, I knew that it would Who knew that ended like this Why you jeopardize shit When we had it going good Gotta limit my grip You said it wouldn't slip I told you u tripping, I knew that it would Go back to the old days (no way) Go back to my old ways (no way) I'm here for the always (always) I'm here for for you all ways (always) Ok Don't play Lost in it Locate I'm fixing To break I'm finished With takes It is what it is tho Acceptance the name of the game Is it a, lack of potential Or more of a lack of restraint I been on the wrong side more times than I can count But every time was well intentioned, I'm paving the path to hell Let's run Let's run I been on the wrong side more times than I can count But every time was well intentioned, I'm paving the path to hell Let's run Let's run I got some places to be I got some places to go I cant afford all these fees I cant believe what I see when I'm looking at net versus gross This shit is crazy I remember the good times, vaguely I got some people to see I got some people to hold Need to remember these things Need to remember the whole Need to remember the goal This shit is crazy I remember the good times, vaguely
6.
Get Away 01:37
I ain't gon' make it out ok (I ain't gon' make it out ok) I feel I gotta get away (I feel I gotta get away) I see the number on my days (I see the number on my days) I start and stumble in a haze (I start and stumble in a haze) I ain't gon' make it either way (I ain't gon' make it either way) I know I gotta get away (I know I gotta get away) This ice is running through my veins (This ice is running through my veins) And if it melts im down the drain (And if it melts im down the drain) What can I do now Turn the dial up till I'm tuned out I recognize the old in my new self If this is only the beginning it ain't ending well Why you Why now When did the intention turn to hideout Lie down Look up And try to figure out where i had fucked up Good luck You know I need it You know I need it I ain't gon' make it out ok (I ain't gon' make it out ok) I feel I gotta get away (I feel I gotta get away) I see the number on my days (I see the number on my days) I start and stumble in a haze (I start and stumble in a haze) I ain't gon' make it either way (I ain't gon' make it either way) I know I gotta get away (I know I gotta get away) This ice is running through my veins (This ice is running through my veins) And if it melts im down the drain (And if it melts im down the drain)
7.
Anxiety 02:26
I can feel it coming on And it don't feel good I can't account for the drought I been praying for floods Can't figure out why I'm losing this blood I'm outta sync, falling out of sync Feel it coming on and it don't feel good I can't account for the drought I been praying for floods Can't figure out why I'm losing this blood I'm outta sync, falling out of sync Ya'll talk about 0 to 100 I'm talking 100 to 0 I'm losing time all the time and Don't recognize who in the mirror now Shift gears (shift gears) Dry tears (dry tears) Shake it off (shake it off) Persevere If life is the headlights barrelling down the road and I am the deer Oh dear God Can anyone help me I'm stuck in my head Collapsing the shelving Pulling the thread Collapsing the building Experience death There's no other feeling I keep falling for the same shit I keep falling for the same shit I keep falling for the same shit I keep falling for the same shit I keep falling Bow out Dismount Black out, life is at a discount Sit down Big mouth Talk a lot of shit, can't find no bliss now Bow out Dismount Black out, life is at a discount Sit down Big mouth Talk a lot of shit, can't find no bliss now

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released March 23, 2023

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