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I constantly wonder if I'm on the front or the back end of my halfway point in life... this is a song about that.

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Feel like I been down for a while
Can't crack a damn smile
Stay gunning in the race
But know that it's the last mile coming up soon
It's a Wildlife that I run through
One, Two
Knock me to the floor
Cut to
Making something sticky for your soul
That's a gumshoe
Love to get a blessing on the track like achoo
I know you know my heart has turned black
And I don't love you
So fuck you
I'm above and better off without you
Bout to shake it off, let is slide, fade away
People like to talk bout when they grind
But that's my day to day
Say to say
I do to do
We pay to play this daily duel
I make my way through 808's
And kick it with a couple few
Ooo
A couple heavy handed gestures
Set the mood and lay the texture
I think I hit halfway
I think I'm halfway there
Hey

And I swear that I’m better than dope better than broke better than just Thinking that the halfway points just a joke
I’m all about sincerity no shame in what I wrote But I’m feeling nowadays the words get caught up in my throat
It’s never been this way before I should’ve made a million by the age of 24
So my mama didn’t have to ever work or clean the floors
And I had enough to cover for all he vices I explored
The vices I deplore
Seem to be the reason why
I’ve been cleared to launch and takeoff but I’ve never touch the sky
Uncertain till I die if Ill ever reach my pinnacle
The biggest fear I have is that my soul becomes to cynical
Just kill it tho
I’m a heathen by nature
living in danger
Breathing my anger
Feeling it strangle
Measuring angles
While they pass me by, and catch a ray of sunshine from the corner of my eye

Is this the front or the back-end of the mid-point
You better to get to all those things you said you was going to do
Is this the front or the back-end of the mid-point
You better to get to all those things you said you was going to do
But I don't know anything
And I don't know anyone
And I don't go anywhere
And I don't go till I'm done
And I don't sleep
I don't rest
Idle hands turn to idle breath
I don't sleep
I don't rest
Idle hands turn to idle breath
So breath easy (inhale)
And leave me be (exhale)
So breath easy (inhale)
And just be free (exhale)
So breath easy (inhale)
And leave me be (exhale)
So breath easy (inhale)
And just be free (exhale)

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released September 7, 2015

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Besatree Ventura, California

Sometimes I make music. Sometimes I don't. These are the times I did.

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